Whenever Miss Emily changes our relationship in some big way I am always left wondering why I go along with it, even crave it. I guess I wonder why I am a sissy. The funny thing is I can't imagine being manly. I used to think about being with a woman as a man, but I guess it's obvious that won't happen. No one was ever interested in me that way.
I know I need her control, but I wish I knew why.
<cursty>
March 31, 2014
Back to Cleaning
After the crazy, intense weekend I am back to the routine. I was reminded of my place in this household when I spilled coffee grounds all over the kitchen floor this morning. Ugh. Without thinking I scrubbed the entire floor. I know Miss Emily expects perfection. I need to be more careful!
One interesting thing today is that usually I wear a black work uniform. Today Miss Emily told me to wear pink. I rarely wear this uniform. It's same as the black ones except for the color and my lingerieswith it.
<curtsy>
One interesting thing today is that usually I wear a black work uniform. Today Miss Emily told me to wear pink. I rarely wear this uniform. It's same as the black ones except for the color and my lingerieswith it.
<curtsy>
More Cuckold Thoughts
I still can't believe I actually sucked a real cock. I still feel like it is in my mouth. I wonder if that feeling will ever go away?
I have begun to remember what happened when Miss Emily and her date came home on Saturday night. He treated me like a servant. That's not surprising. I was wearing a French maid's uniform. He made me feel so small.
They didn't pay much attention to me after I took their coats. He was kissing her and their hands were all over each other. They headed to her bedroom and Miss Emily told me to follow. I could barely walk. My legs were shaking and my stomach was churning.
Once in her room she ordered me to take off my petticoats. She got the key to my chastity device and unlocked me. Jack laughed when he saw how tiny my clit is. He said he couldn't believe it. I wanted to crawl in a hole or run away.
She told me to stand in the corner and keep my hands away from my clit and just watch. Then they were all over each other. They were soon naked. I couldn't believe how big his cock was. I had only seen other cocks in the locker room at school.
He was so forceful and she was on her back when his cock entered her. My clit was so hard. I felt shame. But I couldn't stop staring. She was moaning and then she locked eyes with me. I swear she mouthed "I love you" to me. It is so confusing to me.
When he finally came she called me over. I ended up between her thighs cleaning her pussy. There was so much cum. My face was covered with it. I could smell her and him mixed together.
Then she had me clean his cock. He was laughing and calling me names. I even sucked his balls. That felt so weird in my mouth. They were huge. When he was hard again I was sent back to the corner and watched her ride his cock.
After I cleaned her a second time I was sent off to bed. It was late and I didn't sleep much. My mind was racing.
<curtsy>
I have begun to remember what happened when Miss Emily and her date came home on Saturday night. He treated me like a servant. That's not surprising. I was wearing a French maid's uniform. He made me feel so small.
They didn't pay much attention to me after I took their coats. He was kissing her and their hands were all over each other. They headed to her bedroom and Miss Emily told me to follow. I could barely walk. My legs were shaking and my stomach was churning.
Once in her room she ordered me to take off my petticoats. She got the key to my chastity device and unlocked me. Jack laughed when he saw how tiny my clit is. He said he couldn't believe it. I wanted to crawl in a hole or run away.
She told me to stand in the corner and keep my hands away from my clit and just watch. Then they were all over each other. They were soon naked. I couldn't believe how big his cock was. I had only seen other cocks in the locker room at school.
He was so forceful and she was on her back when his cock entered her. My clit was so hard. I felt shame. But I couldn't stop staring. She was moaning and then she locked eyes with me. I swear she mouthed "I love you" to me. It is so confusing to me.
When he finally came she called me over. I ended up between her thighs cleaning her pussy. There was so much cum. My face was covered with it. I could smell her and him mixed together.
Then she had me clean his cock. He was laughing and calling me names. I even sucked his balls. That felt so weird in my mouth. They were huge. When he was hard again I was sent back to the corner and watched her ride his cock.
After I cleaned her a second time I was sent off to bed. It was late and I didn't sleep much. My mind was racing.
<curtsy>
March 30, 2014
A Bet
I said earlier that I don't like sports. Maybe that's why Miss Emily insisted we bet on the Michigan game against Kentucky. She made me pick a team. I picked Michigan because I liked the gold color of their uniforms.
Miss Emily said if Michigan wins I can lick her pussy tonight. If they lose I get a spanking with the paddle of her choice.
Michigan is winning so far. I think she wins either way.
<curtsy>
Miss Emily said if Michigan wins I can lick her pussy tonight. If they lose I get a spanking with the paddle of her choice.
Michigan is winning so far. I think she wins either way.
<curtsy>
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