March 9, 2014

About Humiliation

The questions that Florida Dom asked regarding my last post made me start thinking about a big aspect of my life as a sissy wife/maid. That's humiliation. Miss Emily loves to see me blush, stammer and even cry.

And for some reason, while I dislike the feeling at first, I crave the feeling of being humiliated, too.

Once Miss Emily began feminizing me there was no way to hide my status from the world. Since our wedding last July, I have not worn any male clothes. I do have ladies slacks and blouses that aren't obviously feminine at a glance, but that's about as close to male clothes as I get.

Because of that friends and family know all about my status in our marriage. Miss Emily does little to hide it. I thought meeting her parents was humiliating. I was dressed in peach colored capris, a white sheer blouse with cap sleeves and sandals that showed my peach nails. Her mother loved Miss Emily's choice of a sissy.

After some questioning about my family and life I was put to work serving coffee. I was shaking like a leaf. I also found out that Miss Emily's father was submissive to his wife. He is not a sissy, but it's clear who is in charge.

As punishment for acting like a child, I was dressed as a 3 year old and had to act that way for a weekend. I wanted to crawl into a hole when her mother came to babysit. She talked to me about how naughty girls needed to learn their place. It was a long evening.

And then there's my mother and sister. They both adore Miss Emily and compliment her on the control she has taken and the way she is training me.

That's just a little bit of the humiliation I endure.

15 comments:

  1. Hope you will tell us more about the humiliation you endure as you continue your blog. Your blog is off to a good start by the way. It seems like you are a natural blogger and Miss Emily should be proud of you.

    It is Interesting that her father is submissive to her mother. I guess it runs in the family. How does he show his submission to her? Do you know if he is kept in a chastity belt? And have you worn high heels or a wig? And are you due for a waxing soon?

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    1. I am sure I will share more of the humiliation. Of course, in a way almost everything is about that. I have never worn a wig, Sir. I wear 2-inch heels everyday now. Her father is in chastity, but other than that his submission to his wife is about who makes decisions and leads conversations and things like that. I am not due for another three weeks to get a waxing.

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  2. Do you think it's easier now that they know? Because you can be who you are without hiding.

    I imagine it was really hard at first.

    I have so many independent women in my family, they would probably try make me leave Master if they ever knew.

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    1. In some ways it is easier I think. The fear when they first found out was overwhelming. Now it's a different kind of humiliation. I never imagined my mother and sister treating me like a maid. Sometimes mom treats me more like a daughter, but if Miss Emily is there I am just a servant.

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  3. Interesting that Miss Emily's faster is in chastity. Does he wear a chastity belt the way you do? Does he get cums only every 10 weeks or so like you do and does he service his wife with his tongue or is he allowed to fuck her? And with a waxing once a month do you shave in between or grow some stubble?

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    1. He is allowed to penetrated his wife, Sir. He is allowed to cum much more often, at least once a week because Miss Emily's mother likes sex with him. He does use his tongue also.If I get stubble I go for a waxing, but my hair is fine and slow to come back.

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  4. Since he is a submissive, how does he treat you when you are together? Is he allowed to tell you what to do? And do you talk with each other about being submissive and how you serve your wives? Do you know if he is allowed to masturbate?

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    1. He is not allowed to masturbate, Sir. Miss Emily and her mother have made it clear that sissies are the lowest of subs. He is allowed to order me around, but he is kind to me. We have talked about submission. He says I had better please his daughter.

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  5. Have you talked to him about whether it is harder for him not to masturbate because he is not caged and he can cheat in the shower. Does Miss Emily monitor you when she unlocks you for cleaning to make sure you don't stroke before she locks you up again? Does Miss Emily have any brothers or sisters and are they in the lifestyle. And have you talked to your sister about whether she would like to have a sissy of her own?

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  6. Miss Emily's father is in chastity, Sir. I apologize if I was not clear about that. Miss Emily does monitor me when I am unlocked. She likes to tease me and not allow me to cum at those times. Miss Emily has a sister and a brother. Her brother is more dominant than submissive, but I am not sure he is in the lifestyle. Her sister is younger and doesn't have a slave or anything, but she seems naturally dominant. My sister hasn't said she wants one, but Miss Emily keeps telling her every woman should have one.

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  7. When you say Miss Emily's father is in chastity, do you mean he is locked in a cage like you are? If he is. is it the same model you wear? How many weeks since your last cum? And how often are u unlocked for cleaning and are usually locked when you shower. When was the last time you gave her a cum with your tongue and the last time she used the strapon on you.

    It will be interesting to see if your sister decides she wants a sissy.

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  8. He wears a different kind of device, Sir. It's a steel tube. Mine is a cb-6000. I am unlocked very three days for cleaning, Sir. My last orgasm was on Valentine's Day when Miss Emily used her strap-on on me. The last time she used it on me was on Friday night. I used my tongue to please her yesterday, Sir. I guess you like the idea of my sister owning a sissy.

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  9. I do like the idea of your sister having a sissy. It would be a nice touch to have two sissies in the family. Do you know why her mother prefers a steel tube to a cb-6000 or why Miss Emily prefers the CB to a tube. When you are unlocked every three days, does she watch you until you are cleaned and locked to make sure you don't do any stroking? It would be a nice touch on your blog to tell us each time you please her with your tongue, when she uses the strapon on you and when you get to cum. I guess if you had one Valentne's Day you aren't due for another one until the end of April. How did you celebrate Valentine's Day with her? Did you exchange presents or cards or go out to dinner? Does she take you out to dinner very often?

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  10. @FD: That is an excellent idea. Danni should include just how much she begs to be fucked by me. And she does beg.

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  11. I am pleased you like the idea Miss Emily. Yes, you should instruct Danni to include all of the details of when he pleases you with his tongue, when he gets the strapon and when he is allowed to cum and when he begs. He hadn't told us about the begging and he needs to share that. And I hope he realizes how generous you are to allow him to cum every 10 weeks or so. because the longer he is denied, the more submissive he should be.

    If I could make one other suggestion, it would be interesting to have you start a blog of your own to discuss how you train him and whether growing up in a home with a dominant mother convinced you to find a sissy of your own and how you figured out he would make the perfect sissy. And your plans for him going forward. You are a natural domme who knows how to train him. Giving him a cage as a wedding gift so he knew what his married life would be like was a perfect touch to show him how controlled he would be.

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