Girly Stuff

It struck me today when I was talking to Misty that I have lot of girly stuff in my head. More than I realized.

Why I'm surprised I am not really sure. Obviously Mss Emily has been training me to be her maid and wife. There's nothing many about that. But I didn't know I could discuss bubble baths and hair products with hardly a thought.

I know that Miss Emily has been having the girl who does my hair talk to me about things like that, as well as makeup. I never knew I had a spring skin tone. I just thought I was pale.

Other girly things came about through practice, like walking, sitting properly and even how to hold my arms.

And then there's my room. Miss Emily had it redone but I didn't see it until after we got married. It was kind of a shock. Maybe that was the point. It's all pink and white with lace curtains and bedspread. That was quite a change. But now it is my own space. Well, kind of. Miss Emily can come in anytime she wants.

She is the only one who is allowed real privacy.

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On My Own, Sort of

Miss Emily is way on business this week. She won't be back until late Sunday. Usually when she's away she makes sure others are watching me. Her friend Amy or her mom or sisters. This time I am on my own.

I did have my hair done yesterday. It's no longer permed and the color is a lighter blonde now. It's strange being alone. I can stay up later and there's less housework to do. Certainly the laundry is done. And that's a relief after the washing machine broke. Besides the flood I had to clean up the dirty clothes piled up until a new one was delivered.

So here I am on my own. Except Miss Emily is always with me. If I am ever tempted to break some rule or another I can feel her disapproval. For some reason that comforts me. Isn't that strange.

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At the Salon

Yesterday I went to the salon. It was time to have my hair done. Miss Emily has been having me grow it out. It looked feminine before yesterday but now it is even more so.

I got a perm. My first one. I didn't know I was getting it. Miss Emily had talked to the woman who does my hair. I guess it wasn't any of my business. A lot of things aren't.

I thought it smelled awful although that is mostly gone now. I have darker highlights on my blonde hair and light curls. And now my earrings show more. I have two in each ear.

At the grocery story yesterday I definitely got some looks and one man hit on me. He was older and it made my stomach churn a little. He called me me sweetie and had his hand on my arm. I stammered that I had to go. He let me do that.

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Answering Questions

Sissy Dede asked me to comment about when Miss Emily first started to feminize me and what made her start. I have written a little bit about how she had me in a pinafore apron on our first date.

I didn't know it then but she had been looking for a sissy to train as her wife and maid. She has said from the first time I came to work as a temp in her office that she knew I was the sissy she wanted to own.

She did not feminize me quickly, but took her time. I never wore a maid's uniform until after our wedding. She did have me in panties before that and for our wedding I wore a white linen suit with satin corset, panties and stockings underneath. All were white.

Over the last nine months she has increased my feminization. My body is waxed and smooth and yesterday my hair was permed for the first time.

Everything she does makes me look and feel less male.

I hope this answers your questions.

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Answering Questions

Phred asked a few questions after my last post and I thought I'd answer them here.

I do wear makeup, but usually not much, just a very light rose lip gloss, eye liner and foundation. Miss Emily likes me to look like a sissy, but when I am in my French maid's uniform I wear full makeup. She prefers a natural look.

My hair style has changed, It started as a pixie cut, but now I wear it pulled back and tied with a pink ribbon or scrucnhie. It's now halfway down my neck. I am a natural blonde.

I don't know about children. That would be up to Miss Emily. In any case, I am sure I will stay at home.

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