I find it interesting that the cooler she is toward me the more I need Miss Emily's approval. No matter how she gives me I always seem to need and crave more.
This week is a good example. After getting a lot of her attention and even a dozen roses she has turned very cool to me. I am a servant and this all. Somehow this makes me ache for her to notice me.
I know that things will change and I will be a wife or a slut or a cuckold or whatever else she commands and then she will desire something else.
In the meantime I am a maid serving the woman she adores.
Life is very strange I think.
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It does seem backwards, doesn't it?
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DeleteHas your Mistress discussed female hormones with you since your doctor visit? Given that you are in chasity, female hormones and spiro seem like a logical next step .
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